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The
graceful young woman strides into the Princeton Student
Center at 9:00 p.m. on a Sunday evening in April, six weeks
before she hopes to graduate from Princeton University, 12
hours before her senior thesis on infant mortality rates
across racial lines must be handed in to the sociology
department. The thesis is in a little bit of trouble - the
draft was not as well received as expected - and the night
will not include sleep for this young woman. A lesser person
might fold under the stress, or at least come up with a
feeble excuse to cancel a Sunday evening interview with a
person from the Ivy League Office, but that is not Nicole
Harrison's style. Instead, she walks in, right on time,
holds out her hand and with an easy smile introduces
herself.
That
is Nicole Harrison in a nutshell, and her ability to block
out external worries and take responsibility for her life is
perhaps her greatest asset in her track & field career.
Look at the picture of her to the right, as she clears a
hurdle at the Penn Relays. Look at her eyes, at their focus
on the ultimate goal: breaking the tape at the finish line.
Sure, her speed matters, and her developed hurdle technique
is a definite asset. But it is that remarkable level of
concentration, that ability to focus, that makes Nicole
Harrison one of the top Ivy League track and field athletes
of all time.
Nicole grew up in Houston, Texas, the third of four children
born to Roy and Betty Harrison. Taking after her father, she
was involved in athletics from her young years as a Girl
Scout. In elementary school, Nicole and her classmates would
gather around, and the gym teacher would tell them all to
race to a distant fence and back. There they would go,
bouncing ponytails and laughter in the air as the young
children ran with all of their might. Touch the fence, turn
around, and run back the other direction, and you know what?
Nicole would always win, always be the first one back to the
blacktop. And oh yeah, as she emphasizes, that means she
beat all of the guys, too.
That early success solidified her love of athletics and her
yearn to compete. She played all of the sports she could get
her hands on volleyball, basketball, soccer, softball and,
yes, track & field.
"You name it, I've played it," Nicole says with a laugh.
Nicole attended local Houston public schools for her
elementary and middle school education, and her academic
success earned her a spot in a local Math-Science Institute
program during the summer after eighth grade. Turns out the
program was held in Kinkaid High School, an esteemed private
high school in Houston, and wouldnt you know Nicole would
find herself staring at the Kinkaid record board in the gym
one day, mentioning to a bystander how she could break all
of the track records listed.
Fate has a funny way of playing its hand, and that bystander
happened to be the Kinkaid track and field coach. Next thing
you know, Nicole was taking an entrance exam to Kinkaid, and
having passed that, she was faced with the option of
transferring to the private school for her first year of
high school. It would mean leaving her friends, and, as she
would soon find out, it would expose her to a different
world.
"I didn't want to go to Kinkaid, but my father really
encouraged me to," remembers Nicole. "More like forced me.
The deal was if you go to Kinkaid your freshman year and you
don't like it, you can always transfer."
So Nicole enrolled at Kinkaid, and stepped into the private
school that fall for her first day of high school. She
remembers walking down the hall, one of eight black faces
among 400 students. She remembers the stares from the other
kids, the ones who had been going to school together
seemingly since they were in their mother's wombs. She
remembers the finger pointing searing into her back as if
the other students all had knives in their hands. But she
doesn't remember any words, any dialogue. She doesn't recall
the first student with whom she spoke, although she does
remember that no one said hello to her on that first day.
She was not only the new girl invading a close-knit
community, but she was the new black girl.
Those first few days were miserable, and although the
situation would get better as the other students felt
comfortable enough to get to know her, Nicole thought often
about transferring back into the public school system. She
made some friends, but she always felt like a token
companion when around them, never too desired.
Hey, lets go water skiing this weekend. And Nicole, you
can go, too.
But it wasn't just the students who made Nicole feel
uncomfortable. Teachers at the esteemed college preparatory
school would isolate Nicole as the black opinion. Well, why
not, she usually was the only black face in the sea of
whiteness that filled the classroom.
This poem we are reading has the "n" word in it, a very
controversial word in today's society. I've heard black
people use the "n" word. Nicole, do you use the
"n"word?
Nicole relied on her strong sense of family to help her
through the difficult first year. Her father, an engineer at
Exxon, has seven brothers, and her mother, a nurse
consultant, has five siblings, so Nicole was not without a
social network, despite her troubles at Kinkaid. At year's
end, Nicole had decided to transfer back to the public
school system, to an engineering magnet school. It was then
that she met with Coach Krieger, who had coached Nicole on
Kinkaid's basketball and track teams. They sat down for two
hours and Coach Krieger explained the big picture to Nicole.
About the opportunities that Kinkaid offered, like a trip to
Europe for the track team the following year. And about the
college opportunities that a Kinkaid education would open up
for Nicole.
The ninth grader thought it over and made the mature
decision to sacrifice the fun she would have with her
friends and her cousins in public school in order to help
her later in life. Committed to Kinkaid for the next three
years, she found solace in athletics, in the competition
that it offered. The field or the track or the court allowed
other Kinkaid students to feel comfortable around Nicole, to
learn about her as a person rather than to see her as a
face. That type of atmosphere was needed, and it worked.
"I guess athletics was kind of like a social release for
me," said Nicole. "With athletics, I did make more
friendships just because I was around those girls more and
we had a lot more things in common. They didnt try to put on
fronts or anything, they were down to earth."
Kinkaid did allow Nicole to make trips to England and Norway
to run track, and while Nicole continued to play other
sports, track was her favorite because it was the one in
which she excelled the most. Kinkaid was in a southern
preparatory conference, and did not compete against the
Texas public schools that had the top track talent. So
Nicole won, and won and won. She won races, won field
competitions and was named the MVP of meet after meet. She
finished out of first place in just one school event during
her four years, fouling in a long jump competition during
her sophomore season. Yes, track would be the sport she
would pursue in college.
And as Coach Krieger had said, Kinkaid also provided career
development programs that helped map out a successful course
for Nicole. The result was a call one day from the Princeton
track and field office, a call that astounded Nicole and
caused her to have to consult a map to find out where
Princeton was. She had heard of the school, but had never
pictured herself as a student there. Now, she was discussing
the possibility. She applied to Princeton, Harvard and Yale,
as well as a host of schools offering her full scholarships,
begging her to sign on the dotted line.
Nicole's decision came down to Tulane and Princeton, the
enticing full scholarship that covered everything from
tuition to books, or the Ivy League school with the
worldwide reputation and the financial aid package that gave
no consideration to her athletic prowess. The decision
wasn't an easy one, but Nicole chose Princeton, knowing that
the short-term monetary sacrifice would pay off once again
in the future.
Nicole came to Princeton as a minority, but the atmosphere
was in stark contrast to that of Kinkaid. She quickly became
involved with different activities and met a whole host of
different people, all interesting in their own unique ways.
"It's predominately white [at Princeton] but it's
different," explains Nicole. "It's not like Texas. Coming
here, this is a predominately white environment, but at the
same time, you have such a diverse group of people coming
from all over [the world]. I have different social
circles because of my involvement with different things. I
have my friends from track, from organizations, from my
eating club."
Now, four years later, Nicole is nearly ready to tackle the
next hurdle. She has enjoyed a remarkable career at
Princeton, winning 15 Heptagonal titles and five most
outstanding performer awards in indoor and outdoor
competitions. She was an All-American in 1995-96, set seven
school records and participated in five NCAA competitions.
Her coach at Princeton, Peter Farrell, always comments that
Nicole likes to run with the "big dogs," enjoys running
against top competition. The protege agrees.
"I hate training and I hate working out and I hate lifting
weights," laughs Nicole. "I hate doing everything it takes
to be a champion, but the thing I like most, that makes it
all worth it, is competing. The butterflies in your stomach
right when you step up to the [starting] line - I
love that."
Her success has opened up the possibility of a professional
track career, at least for awhile. Nicole currently is
searching for a sponsor and she remains optimistic that she
will be able to compete overseas. This will not be a
long-term gig; Nicole is too smart for that and the money
and recognition for track stars does not approach the fame
of athletes in other professional sports. Indeed, she relies
on the advice given to her by Bill Cosby at this year's Penn
Relays. Nicole approached the famous comedian to compliment
him on a speech she had seen him deliver on television, a
speech about how blacks had to be better than everyone else
to succeed in the United States. They talked for awhile, and
then he turned to her and, waving his hands around at the
festive Franklin Field atmosphere, speaking with that wry
smile and booming voice of his, said, "Let me tell you this.
Track is a carnival. It's nothing but a carnival and you
remember that."
Nicole learned a lot about herself during four years at
Princeton, trying to fit track into her academic schedule
(no easy task) while involving herself in other aspects of
university life through her sorority, her role in several
campus organizations and as a minority affairs advisor. She
chose to major in sociology, but completed all of her
pre-med requirements on the side and has plans to attend
medical school and become a doctor.
Now that she can reflect back, she says she has no regrets
about attending Kinkaid, despite the volatile experience she
had. The system prepared her well for life, exposing her to
different people and giving her the opportunity to run track
and attend Princeton. And what have all of her life
sacrifices given her on this Sunday evening? Oh yes, the
thesis that is now due in 11 hours and 10 minutes. Reminded
of her obligation, Nicole stands up and calmly says
good-bye. The thesis race against the clock is nearing the
finish line and as the butterflies churn through her
stomach, producing a glimmer in her eye from the excitement
of a competition, there is little doubt who will win.
-- Dan Rosenthal
***Please note, this story was written for a previous Ivy League Black History Month celebration. It is reproduced here for archival purposes and has not been updated.***
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